therapeutic overdose. MM told him to get therapy
tenebrous mood. downbeat. maudlin. pathos. tristful
califnoria. gone native.
drink and drugs self medicate for childhood sorrow and angst. death of his mother.
marriage a car crash . messiest divorce of all time. family name dragged throyght eh mud. sordid. affairs
squidgy gate. chalres anted to be tampon.
bear themselves with dignity. decorum. fountain of honour
trash talking royal family. break the cycle of anguish and pain. bad childhood. upbringing
had everyting achild could want . poor A levels. eton sandhurts.t army/
paki. drugs. las vegas. lap dancer. assault the press.
family did not talk abouthis mother sdeath. pre freudian way/
stiff upper life. undemonstrative. in command of others much acheve self command. steely and cold.
bury it relive trauam. move on. accentuate the posotive negate the negative. jonnie mercer.
savaging his relative. lacerates shis father.
mourn together. family solidarity. bereavement.
adds to the traumae of his grieivng grandmother.
before Mm was wel adjasted. balanced. chripy chipper cheeky chappy. adoried .lionised
gregarious garrulous. upbreat effervescent. sanguine
now melancholic. intropunitive. snarling huper aggresse before it as with his fists.
happiest time in hsi life army. like many solders cannot adjust.